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Thu, Feb. 10th, 2005, 12:26 am

I want to die

Wed, Feb. 9th, 2005 11:11 pm (UTC)

You don't want to die. And yes I can tell you what you want and what you don't want.
Your blinded by your depression, it makes your choices for you, you no longer have a sane grasp on your mind anymore.

Take some steps, I will help you.
Excersize very often.
Work on moving out of the place with Mel.
Find some hope.

Thu, Feb. 10th, 2005 03:50 am (UTC)

i dont want you to die though.

Thu, Feb. 10th, 2005 10:52 am (UTC)

why do you want to die?

Fri, Feb. 11th, 2005 02:04 pm (UTC)

Seriously man you have a fucking lot, your in great shape, your also in the fertile vally of post-high school/college years. you want to hear some depressing shit, my house is about to get dropped with 5,000-10,000 dollars in tickets for a 30 person brawl that took place at one of our parties, I am out of shape, and i don't put enought time into studying. The way that i look at it is I am in life for the long run good or bad, so I might as well just stop worrying about all the shit i don't have and enjoy where i am, enjoying time with friends, cracking jokes, drinking and maxing out this town to it's full potental. I would say man just cut loose, you and ari NEED to make a voyage out of that cesspool of Servicemaster employment, get the hell out of minneapolis for at least 48 hours, to somewhat quote hunter s thompson. you guys will have an awesome time, i assure you. Even if you don't want to party, a spectical of 40,000 drunken uw students is something that must be seen in one's lifetime. plus there are plently of ladies to drop the mack on.....